If i wanted a star...
          would you catch one for me?
In my heart,
          i know you would...

                If only you knew it too...

~Partings are such sweet sorrows~

I'll miss you SO much Denise! In fact,

I already do...

I Think I - English Version
Byul



I refused to believe that it could be so,
There's no way that i'm in love with you,
I lied to myself that it's just a petty jealousy,
That i must be feeling lonely, but i cannot hide it anymore.

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I think i love you
But it must be so, cause i miss you
Without you,
I cannot do anything,
And you are always on my mind,
So seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
But now i can see that
Your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

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We are not meant for each other, and being friends is the best thing for us,
There isn't a single thing we have in common,
So i claimed there's no way we can be lovers,
But i don't want to make excuses anymore.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~chorus~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I think i love you
But it must be so, cause i miss you
Without you,
I cannot do anything,
And you are always on my mind,
So seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
But now i can see that
Your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

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Why didn't i know that it was you,
Why couldn't i see it when it was right in front of me,
It was beside me all along,
But only now can i see love.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~chorus~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I think i love you
But it must be so, cause i miss you
Without you,
I cannot do anything,
And you are always on my mind,
So seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
But now i can see that
Your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

last year of highschool
last week of highschool
last day of highschool
funny how time passes by so fast, especially this year... with a blink of an eye.. literally. time is gone. though, i wouldn't have it any other way.
coming to lfa i didn't know a single soul..except jojo but then i wasn't close with her either. but soon.. bonds began to form..in gr 8 alex was my locker buddy and first friend at lfa but sadly we grew apart...it's probably my fault. then gr 9 rolls around and our CaPtiVateD crew was formed... ahh i'll always rmb that christmas ;P you girls... thankyou for all the memories you made lfa way more bearable. then it was gr 10! the MUSICAL year. the year where i got to sing and dance hahaha two things i love to do. and i met LORRIE... well not literally met her but i got to know her better which was absolutely awesome cuz shes a GREAT gal. who also happesn to have a WONDERFUl voice. then S.O.C. haha sweet shoutouts to jess n terry.. couldn't have done it without 'cha.BUT gr 10 was also of year of loneliness and heartbreak... only in my point of view though... however people around me seemed to be happy so i was happy for them. hahaha little girls must grow up one day. though i refuse to haha. gr 10 summer was fun! got to help lorrie a bit, enjoyed seeing her almost everday for a week :D then gr 11 happened! ahhh yes finally a retreat where we got to stay at a hotel hahaha. victoria was amazing though came back sick. highlight of gr 11 was during the summer where i worked at the Farm. and i met three absolutely wonderful ladies. jenny, chris and clara. late night talks, green paint, hormone-driven actions, swimming in Cl- pool, swinging on tires tied to HUGE trees, driving with no hands, dirty work hahaha you name it. it gave me a chance to bond with more girls... you are my 'rock' ahh and finally there's gr 12. who knew grad could be such a pain in the --- hahaha encounter was absolutely amazing i had never cried so much in my life. view was beautiful, letters were awesome, food was amazing, and the ladies... no word can describe them. after encounter more bonds formed. like in chemistry. jojo L. thanks for being there, thanks for having a big enough heart. to cat W. ur the bestest buddy in physics ever. Jess C. i can't believe u didn't put me in ur xanga but ur on mine anyway. hey i always waited for you after calc how come im not on ur list? lol i guess love only flows one way. hahaha alex. thanks for being my friend again

last day.. well it began like any other friday except i said "This is the last physics class EVERRR" then we got to english and signed some banners. my apologies i didn't get to everyone... then lunch came... and a little grade 8 said. (my name) i'll miss you.. remember me in waterloo ok? and i went closer and gave her a hug and then i saw that she had tears in her eyes and i was like omg stop cuz i felt tears forming in my own. then i ran down the hallway to the 'lunch room' and took some pics with my ladies. then i saw jo and cat crying and i felt me tearing up too i was experiencing laughing and cryign at the same time so i made alot of noise. it prb sounded relli bad. then i saw lorrie and thought omg im gunna miss her then i bwaled even more and she got teary too. and she told me to not look at her. then i  saw the kneez and hugged her while crying and said "thanks for everything" then she cried too..:S then laney came and hugged me and said " i thought u were goign to UBC! we never even got to hang out yet" then i cried even more .. heart literally broke. then end of lunch.. i ddin't eat lunch cuz i had no appetite. then came french.. all was fine until ms. karmali decided to read us this story in ENGLISH while we follow in french. the little prince. it was about a boy who fell in love with a rose, the rose also fell in love with him but didn't express it so the little boy went to planet earth and he was sad. then she begins to read. about 'taming' a fox. the fox asked the little boy to tame him but the little boy didn't understand what it was to 'tame' so the fox explained that 'to tame' means to make bonds and soon the fox will be needing him..then tears began to flow down my cheeks... and so each day they met and they became closer. then ms. karmali tells us that some of us are crying because we've made these bonds. soon it was time for the boy to leave and the little fox was crying. like HELLO?! it made me cry even more the little fox said i'm crying because we've bonded however we can't stay forever together.. SOB... then the little boy said but i never meant to hurt you! omg... then ms. karmali ended the class with " you were my ray of sunshine during this year. you and this other class" ow ow ow i couldn't control my tears any longer they just flowed like a river. like that JT song i was sobbing violently. it was a nasty sight. and that was my last class at lfa. wow how memorable...

grad 06' i love you.  and who ever read this whole thing and got to this point i love you too.

YAY! wow haven't been on this thing for so long... so much has happened...most important = GRADUATION CEREMONY. it was so much fun and excitment! theres only TWO weeks left of highschool.. but sigh* they are going to be HARD HARD weeks